Don't Bother Reading This If You Are Expecting Something Really Insightful

I have learned in the past two days, that life really is a day-to-day ordeal.

Yesterday? Awful. Just an all around super awful day. With the exception of seeing one of my good friends from Texas. That was pretty much the only good thing that happened. I just didn't feel good. But, I also probably want didn't to feel good. It was just one of those days.

Today? Today was good. It sounds bad, but I had no expectations in today. I wasn't expecting it to be a good day. Consequently, it was a pretty good day. I didn't get everything I wanted to or maybe should've gotten done today, but.. yeah. I feel like sometimes I expect too much of myself or of anything. So yeah. This is kind of a meaningless and unimpressive post. Alas, it is what is on muh mind. :S

Kbye...

Little Voice In My Head

For no reason, I have always just loved the lyrics to this song.. and this song too... So this is what has been on my mind for the past two hours... enjoyyy

You don't know about me
And you don't care what affair still haunts me
And you don't know what it is about me
And I don't care, I don't care if you love me

Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight will be alright...

And I don't know about you
And I don't care about the girl behind you
And I don't know what it is about you
It makes me want to run and jump inside you

Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight, tonight will be alright...

You don't understand why my heart feels bad
From the love you hold out in your hand
And you offer it without command
I just don't know why I can't get you inside,
Why I need you tonight...

Cause you don't know about me,
And you don't care how this affair will break me.
And why should I care about you, if you don't care,
You don't care that i love you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAv_Zp_XoA0&feature=related

Traffic in the Sky

So. I went for a run tonight, right?

Definitely had two very contrasting experiences with the oncoming traffic.

The first?
A little kid passing on his bike, quietly encouraged, "You can do it!!!"

The second?
A teenage/young man, saying something like, "Chasjdkfb laieruhgbl akdjs!!!!!!!!!"
(In other words, I don't really know what he said, other than the fact that it was loud, and it scared me. A lot.)

The first totally made my whole day!
The second? Not so much.

That's just life.

'It's a new dawn, it's a new day.'

I like to look for rainbows whenever there is rain. 

And ponder on the beauty of an Earth made clean again.

I want my life to be as clean as Earth right after rain- 

I want to be the best I can, and live with God again.

I know when I am baptized, my wrongs are washed away.

And I can be forgiven and improve myself each day.

I want my life to be as clean as Earth right after rain,

I want to be the best I can, and live with God again.

Something's gotta.. give..? I dunno.

I am going to dye my hair, I think. Something's gotta give. As much as I might miss my hair how it is now, I am ready for a change. And it's always fixable. I think I am just hesitant to rid myself of the blonde 'label'. Not that I enjoy the stereotype, but I feel like no one is blonde anymore, and I enjoy being in the minority I guess..? Who knows. Bye, bye, blondie. Hello, brownish red :) 

Well, it's about time I hopped on the wagon, eh?