05 October 2011

Sometimes you just need to take the medicine...

Life... is like a trip to the doctor's office.

One minute you're fine, and the next, you find yourself wishing you weren't in the doctor's office, waiting around all these awkward sick people, waiting for your name to be called, (or should I say, loudly mispronounced) being careful not to sit too close to a random stranger. (I've always been intrigued why people like to have at least one, if not two seats in between themselves and a person they don't know... anyways, that was really random..)

Once you're name is called and you are made thoroughly uncomfortable by the nurses and such, you're led to a room where you get to wait for a small eternity for a doctor to come assess your problem(s). Once the doctor finally decides to show his pretty face, (or sometimes rather alarmingly old face) and tells you what he THINKS is wrong with you, and it's probably not what you want to hear.

You probably didn't want to hear that you need to stop doing this, and start doing that, and to stay away from this, and that you should probably get going on that one thing as well. The alarmingly old-faced doctor will tell you what you need to get better. Not what you WANT to get better.

Life is a lot like that.

The people who know what's wrong with you aren't going to tell you that you're doing all the right things. They're probably going to tell you to shape up, get your act together and just take the medicine.


Also, this probably makes no sense to a lot of you. Sorry 'bout that.



And I'm feeling pretty gangster today. That's all.

Peace out SUCKA!


23 September 2011

Little Wonders

So.

Today was especially SUCKY. Just saying. I had to buy new tires, fill up with gas, my roommate left for Utah, some realizations of how this semester is going to be weren't particularly favorable, and I somehow misplaced the bread I just barely bought. In essence, today was a freaking suckfest.

HOWEVER.

There were so many little awesome things that happened to me today. To name a few:

-I was done putting the groceries in my car, and a random stranger asked me if I was done with my cart, and put it away for me.
-Starbucks had a pumpkin-spice frappuccino as their special.
-When I got home, my other roommate was making cookies.
-I got an awesome letter from one of the most awesome people I have ever met.
-My birth certificate came in the mail from my mother, along with a $25 iTunes card.
-There was this little girl at Walmart that was standing right where the bread was that I wanted to get, and she apologized in possibly the most polite way ever. It made me have hope for the future of this world.

I have so much to be grateful for. Loving parents, who are willing to make such great sacrifices, great friends, and random strangers who unknowingly make life have hope for tomorrow. Some days, that's just how the cookie crumbles. You can't appreciate the good unless you live through the bad.


18 March 2011

Don't Bother Reading This If You Are Expecting Something Really Insightful

I have learned in the past two days, that life really is a day-to-day ordeal.

Yesterday? Awful. Just an all around super awful day. With the exception of seeing one of my good friends from Texas. That was pretty much the only good thing that happened. I just didn't feel good. But, I also probably want didn't to feel good. It was just one of those days.

Today? Today was good. It sounds bad, but I had no expectations in today. I wasn't expecting it to be a good day. Consequently, it was a pretty good day. I didn't get everything I wanted to or maybe should've gotten done today, but.. yeah. I feel like sometimes I expect too much of myself or of anything. So yeah. This is kind of a meaningless and unimpressive post. Alas, it is what is on muh mind. :S

Kbye...

06 March 2011

Little Voice In My Head

For no reason, I have always just loved the lyrics to this song.. and this song too... So this is what has been on my mind for the past two hours... enjoyyy

You don't know about me
And you don't care what affair still haunts me
And you don't know what it is about me
And I don't care, I don't care if you love me

Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight will be alright...

And I don't know about you
And I don't care about the girl behind you
And I don't know what it is about you
It makes me want to run and jump inside you

Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight, tonight will be alright...

You don't understand why my heart feels bad
From the love you hold out in your hand
And you offer it without command
I just don't know why I can't get you inside,
Why I need you tonight...

Cause you don't know about me,
And you don't care how this affair will break me.
And why should I care about you, if you don't care,
You don't care that i love you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAv_Zp_XoA0&feature=related

17 February 2011

Traffic in the Sky

So. I went for a run tonight, right?

Definitely had two very contrasting experiences with the oncoming traffic.

The first?
A little kid passing on his bike, quietly encouraged, "You can do it!!!"

The second?
A teenage/young man, saying something like, "Chasjdkfb laieruhgbl akdjs!!!!!!!!!"
(In other words, I don't really know what he said, other than the fact that it was loud, and it scared me. A lot.)

The first totally made my whole day!
The second? Not so much.

That's just life.

07 February 2011

'It's a new dawn, it's a new day.'

I like to look for rainbows whenever there is rain
And ponder on the beauty of an Earth made clean again.
I want my life to be as clean as Earth right after rain- 
I want to be the best I can, and live with God again.

I know when I am baptized, my wrongs are washed away.
And I can be forgiven and improve myself each day.

I want my life to be as clean as Earth right after rain,
I want to be the best I can, and live with God again.

02 February 2011

Something's gotta.. give..? I dunno.

I am going to dye my hair, I think. Something's gotta give. As much as I might miss my hair how it is now, I am ready for a change. And it's always fixable. I think I am just hesitant to rid myself of the blonde 'label'. Not that I enjoy the stereotype, but I feel like no one is blonde anymore, and I enjoy being in the minority I guess..? Who knows. Bye, bye, blondie. Hello, brownish red :)